I shouldn't care. It won't happen. I'm overreacting. This is killing me. I'm annoyed with myself.
Fuck.
I don't even know how to explain it. I'm just so irked over it. I shouldn't be. I'm over him, they're just friends, it probably won't happen anyway. I just can't ignore the fact that she doesn't care. Doesn't think twice about it. Of course that's just her attitude, a quick flippant "sure!" and moving on. Why don't things matter to her? EVERYTHING matters to me.
Maybe I care too much. Or maybe... she just cares too little.
