Are you fucking kidding me. Where is your personality? Where are your fucking faults? I know you aren't perfect. No one is. How can one person be so incredibly fake? How can others stand it? I can't be the only one so impossibly annoyed by the way she acts as if she's the most darling little thing there ever was. Why can't others see it?
I don't understand. She isn't always like this. Sometimes she can be funny... a good laugh. Sometimes a good friend. Not so much lately.
She makes all the wrong decisions, and I know she's not the only one making these dumb decisions, I just happened to think she was better than them. I knew with my whole heart that she was better than those damn decisions, I knew that she deserved better. I guess she didn't.
"We accept the love we think we deserve." -Stephen Chbosky
It's true. Another thing that might be true.. is that once we settle... we become something worth settling for. When we lower ourselves for someone else, others see us as lowered as well.
I don't think so high and mighty of myself... I'm no where near perfect, I make mistakes and ruin things, but I strive to be better.
Don't ever lower yourself. Raise yourself up. Strive for the best. One day, you'll get it.
Music: Falling Slowly by Kris Allen
